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Cleaned Adams apartment with Camie today. like 6 hours with 3 cig breaks... i'm basically dead now.
I really haven't felt like myself lately. I haven't practiced in like FOREVER. i have so much going around in my head that I sometimes just feel like crying and having a break down. It's only a matter of time, i'm sure of it. I think i'm going to talk to vicki about it and she what she has to say.
Sometimes I wonder about....everything. Life, music, viola, Peabody, people.... myself... i dunno, i'm just rambling i guess.
There are so many people that have called me today from home an they want to hang out, but for the life of me i can't bring myself to leave my room right now.
I really haven't felt like myself lately. I haven't practiced in like FOREVER. i have so much going around in my head that I sometimes just feel like crying and having a break down. It's only a matter of time, i'm sure of it. I think i'm going to talk to vicki about it and she what she has to say.
Sometimes I wonder about....everything. Life, music, viola, Peabody, people.... myself... i dunno, i'm just rambling i guess.
There are so many people that have called me today from home an they want to hang out, but for the life of me i can't bring myself to leave my room right now.