My heart
Maybe if i have no heart, i won't feel any pain.
If i rip it out, toss it aside....
That would solve everything, no more pain..no more tears.
But... I care too much to throw it away...
so for now, i will just sew the knife hols in my heart up as best as I can
as it still pours out blood from its gashes..
I don't know how many patches it can take before it stops beating...
So here is another patch in the meantime.
God my lJ is depressing x3...
One day I'll find something happy again to post..
I'm still breathing....and I can walk unassisted...does that count as a happy post?
Hopefully RF will cheer
me up....I just need a vacation from it all.
Waiting on my fursuit to arrive so i'll be joyous when that gets here :3
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