May 19, 2006 21:18
Tell me this isn't odd. Whenever I see someone one with a baby, I get this feeling, that I wish the baby was my own. I have this strong urge everytime I see a small child, to want to nurture it and want it to be my own. Children are so amazing and so precious. I know one day I'm going to be a father, there is no doubt about that. I am so full of doubt about so many things in my life. My future, my relationship, my friends, everything. I think for a little while, I just need to be alone.