THIS SONG THIS SONG.
So Daniel graduated from high school this week. I had to miss his graduation because I had a final the same night at the exact same time. Yes, my luck sucks. But oh well graduations are always boring as hell - most of the time. I'm proud of him because his actual graduating was up in the air for a bit there. You guys should probably know that Daniel went through some shit awhile back and nowadays he's still irresponsible and slackerfied even if he's improved in other ways A LOT. Still, he got the grade he needed on his senior project (where he picked playing drums as his "skill" or what the hell ever. He had to film himself doing this - and he was supposed to film himself over like a six month time period. But he didn't. Of course! Hell, he's an Akbari just like me. Procrastinating is cool except I tend not to do it that much. So instead of filming himself over the six months he decided to change the background in his drum room by putting up different posters and etc, and to also change the way he looks by shaving and cutting his hair for different segments of the video to make it look like six months had passed by. Oh, Daniel. LOL) Barely. But oh well. Who cares. At least that's over with. He plans to go to college and major in business. Hopefully. Let's hope! Hope! Hope! He's also talked about joining the army in the past. DO NOT WANT. I legit rip up everything army wise that's sent to him in the mail. Oh shush! HA! If he was that interested there are many other ways he could find information about enlisting. But? He's all just: Guns are kewl, bro!?! This kid doesn't even have enough discipline to make sure he turned in a quote for his senior yearbook picture. So him defending our country? Lol for life. Just no. Yeah, I'm a bitchy sister.
-I let myself fall behind in this show and ended up watching like 6 episodes back to back the weekend before the finale aired. AND IT IS A+. I dug Stefan going back to human blood. It made me lol and I also enjoyed it and felt sympathy for him. I LOVE STEFAN. YES FANDOM I DO OKAY. I LOVE EVERYONE ON THIS SHOW...EVEN ELENA'S BROTHER NOW.
-So the finale? AWESOME. Except I don't know if I 100% dig Damon being "nice" or...nicer now? It throws off the ORGY PLZ BIG LOVE EACH OTHER dynamic between Elena/Stefan/Damon. Just like it did when Stefan went "bad"! Still, I do dig him being "nicer." I just hope...I don't know? I'm so in the Damon/Elena camp right now, which I never thought I'd be at this level, but I still don't want Damon to become Stefan. I guess? Stefan is awesome! But he's awesome because he's good and wants to do the right thing and protect people and jazz. That's all great if Damon wants to take some of those characteristics but please for god sakes don't make him Edward Cullen writers, okay. I NEED HIM TO STILL MOCK STEFAN AND EVERYONE ELSE AND KILL PEOPLE AND ETC OKAY. KEEP THAT. BUT LIKE? LET HIM SEX ELENA AND BONNIE AND KATHERINE. AND LET STEFAN SEX THEM ALL TOO OKAY. JUST GIVE ME ORGIES, OKAY. THAT'S ALL I ASK OK.
-Poor Elena's brother. Killing himself. Drinking the blood. Crying more cut wrist emo tears. I so expected like...IDK? Linkin Park to come on and for his black eyeliner to run or some shit, or like is he too ~indie~ for that? LOL. AND ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNA. *TEAR* NOOOO!!!
-BUT THE KISS KISS KISS. I see like half of my friends list was spoiled for that moment. But I wasn't! So I was legit shocked when it was Katherine! Still, I was glad because Elena has shown to be nothing but loyal and committed to Stefan throughout the show. I would have somewhat hated her jumping onto the Damon train this early in the game. Yes, there is an attraction between Damon/Elena and that's been shown to the audience through the dance/the umbrella part/talking about her mom/etcetc. But? For Elena to just "cheat" on Stefan that easily would have made me...I don't know? Not dig her as much as I do. Also it would go completely against her character. STILL PLZ BE SEXING BOTH BROTHERS. PLZ. SOON. YES. BUT GIVE ME MORE BUILD-UP THEN SEXING OKAY.
-I am feeeeeeeeeeling Stefan/Bonnie!!! I was Stefan/Elena and somewhat Damon/Bonnie when the show started. I am completely opposite at the moment.
-Basically: KATHERINE, DAMON, BONNIE, STEFAN, AND ELENA SHOULD JUST ALL HAVE REALLY HOT ORGY SEX WITH MAGIC AND BLOOD AND SHIT. LEAVE THE OTP STUFF TO CAROLINE AND MATT. ALSO WEREWOLF KID COULD POP IN AND LIKE SEX SOMEONE SOMEWHERE. IDEK.
-BUT OMG THE KISS KISS KISS KISS THE KISSS. I LIKE LEGIT REWATCHED. THE BREATHES TAKEN. AND THE MUSIC. I LISTENED TO THE SONG 50 TIMES OKAY. YEAH SHUT UP.
OH WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING. I SHIP IT LIKE BURNING.
-LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVED this episode. LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVED. I LOVED BOTH DREAM WORLDS. I LOVED THE HEAVINESS OF THE EPISODE. I'VE LEARNED THAT I TRULY CAN'T 100% ENJOY DOCTOR WHO WITHOUT FEELING SOME TINGE OF DESPAIR - EVEN IF IT'S NOT THE MAIN STORYLINE.
-Okay, let me say this: I tend to lean more towards Rory/Amy than Doctor/Amy. Not that I dislike Doctor/Amy at all. I find them cute and enjoyable but the fact that Rory is just sitting there waiting for his life to start with Amy makes me frown upon Doctor/Amy to an extent. You can't have your cake and eat it too, Amy. I was this way with Mickey/Doctor/Rose and it makes me even more partial towards Rory because they are engaged. Just break up with him if you want to travel through time with the Doctor.....okay?
-Still we don't really know what Amy ended up picking. Yes, she "chose" Rory in the end but we never saw the ending of her conversation with dream lord. And when she popped back into the village townie land she said, "what am I doing here?" But I guess the Doctor knows since he's dream lord? Or?
-THAT MOMENT WHEN RORY DIED IN THE DREAM WORLD? OH GOD. MATT SMITH'S FACE. HIS FACE. HE COULDN'T TOUCH HER. I LEGIT SHED A TEAR. AND KAREN...."WHAT ARE YOU GOOD FOR THEN?" SHE JUST SAT THERE SO QUIETLY WITH THIS FACE OF NUMBNESS. AND MATT'S FACE. AND OMG. THAT WAS FUCKING SO GOOD.
-Also I feel like Matt has finally come into his own as the Doctor. Yes, this might be an unpopular opinion and one that I haven't spoken about in fandom land because I dig Matt. Lol. But for a while there I felt like he was trying to replicate David Tennant in so many ways. I kept giving him the benefit of the doubt because hell this role is HUGE to take on because of its history and meaning to Matt himself. Also because of how big Tennant was as the Doctor. But? It still bugged me. Yet, I've seen GREAAAAAAAAAT IMPROVEMENT over the past 2-3 episodes. I felt he was AMAZZZZING in the premiere but then...his perfomance somewhat lost me for a bit there. I think they film episodes out of "time" sequence sometimes, don't they? Maybe that's it. He's not so manic and jumpy now - things that of course the Doctor himself possesses but things that were so Tennant like in Matt's perfomance for me. I mean I felt this HUGE difference between Nine and Ten, and it's taken me awhile to feel that with David and Matt. Not to say that Matt ever like SUCKED or anything like that. NOT AT ALL. But...I just can't put my finger on that emotion of "meh" I felt for a bit there. IDK IDK. YET I AM FEELING IT NOW. AND I HEART IT LIKE MAD.
-Poor Doctor. He hates himself that much subconsciously. Needs some paxil. Love you, Doctor.
Okay, I've heard some stuff about Aidan coming back because he runs into Carrie in like Morocco or where the hell ever. That is all cool. But supposedly they maybe have a fling because Carrie is ~bored~ of Big or whatever. THAT IS NOT COOL. OMG. YOU IDIOT WRITERS. CARRIE RIPPED OUT HIS HEART. HE MOVED ON. HE HAD A LITTLE FAT BABY. PLEASE DON'T DRAG HIM BACK INTO CARRIE LAND. ZZZZZZZ. LAME. STUPID. BORING. And I am a Carrie/Big shipper. Always have been. SO OMG IT WOULD BE EXTRA EVEN MORE LAME LAMERRRLAMMERR IF THEY MESS UP CARRIE/BIG FOR SOME STUPID CHEAP SHOT TO FRAK UP AIDAN OR WHAT THE HELL EVER.
ETA: LOST ENDS NEXT WEEKEND. WHHHHHHHY?!?! *JEARS FOR LIFE* I NEED TO MAKE LIKE A POLAR BEAR CAKE OR LIKE READ MICE AND MEN OR LIKE HATE MY PARENTS. *CRIES
-I let myself fall behind in this show and ended up watching like 6 episodes back to back the weekend before the finale aired. AND IT IS A+. I dug Stefan going back to human blood. It made me lol and I also enjoyed it and felt sympathy for him. I LOVE STEFAN. YES FANDOM I DO OKAY. I LOVE EVERYONE ON THIS SHOW...EVEN ELENA'S BROTHER NOW.
-So the finale? AWESOME. Except I don't know if I 100% dig Damon being "nice" or...nicer now? It throws off the ORGY PLZ BIG LOVE EACH OTHER dynamic between Elena/Stefan/Damon. Just like it did when Stefan went "bad"! Still, I do dig him being "nicer." I just hope...I don't know? I'm so in the Damon/Elena camp right now, which I never thought I'd be at this level, but I still don't want Damon to become Stefan. I guess? Stefan is awesome! But he's awesome because he's good and wants to do the right thing and protect people and jazz. That's all great if Damon wants to take some of those characteristics but please for god sakes don't make him Edward Cullen writers, okay. I NEED HIM TO STILL MOCK STEFAN AND EVERYONE ELSE AND KILL PEOPLE AND ETC OKAY. KEEP THAT. BUT LIKE? LET HIM SEX ELENA AND BONNIE AND KATHERINE. AND LET STEFAN SEX THEM ALL TOO OKAY. JUST GIVE ME ORGIES, OKAY. THAT'S ALL I ASK OK.
-Poor Elena's brother. Killing himself. Drinking the blood. Crying more cut wrist emo tears. I so expected like...IDK? Linkin Park to come on and for his black eyeliner to run or some shit, or like is he too ~indie~ for that? LOL. AND ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNA. *TEAR* NOOOO!!!
-BUT THE KISS KISS KISS. I see like half of my friends list was spoiled for that moment. But I wasn't! So I was legit shocked when it was Katherine! Still, I was glad because Elena has shown to be nothing but loyal and committed to Stefan throughout the show. I would have somewhat hated her jumping onto the Damon train this early in the game. Yes, there is an attraction between Damon/Elena and that's been shown to the audience through the dance/the umbrella part/talking about her mom/etcetc. But? For Elena to just "cheat" on Stefan that easily would have made me...I don't know? Not dig her as much as I do. Also it would go completely against her character. STILL PLZ BE SEXING BOTH BROTHERS. PLZ. SOON. YES. BUT GIVE ME MORE BUILD-UP THEN SEXING OKAY.
-I am feeeeeeeeeeling Stefan/Bonnie!!! I was Stefan/Elena and somewhat Damon/Bonnie when the show started. I am completely opposite at the moment.
-Basically: KATHERINE, DAMON, BONNIE, STEFAN, AND ELENA SHOULD JUST ALL HAVE REALLY HOT ORGY SEX WITH MAGIC AND BLOOD AND SHIT. LEAVE THE OTP STUFF TO CAROLINE AND MATT. ALSO WEREWOLF KID COULD POP IN AND LIKE SEX SOMEONE SOMEWHERE. IDEK.
-BUT OMG THE KISS KISS KISS KISS THE KISSS. I LIKE LEGIT REWATCHED. THE BREATHES TAKEN. AND THE MUSIC. I LISTENED TO THE SONG 50 TIMES OKAY. YEAH SHUT UP.
OH WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING. I SHIP IT LIKE BURNING.
-LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVED this episode. LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVED. I LOVED BOTH DREAM WORLDS. I LOVED THE HEAVINESS OF THE EPISODE. I'VE LEARNED THAT I TRULY CAN'T 100% ENJOY DOCTOR WHO WITHOUT FEELING SOME TINGE OF DESPAIR - EVEN IF IT'S NOT THE MAIN STORYLINE.
-Okay, let me say this: I tend to lean more towards Rory/Amy than Doctor/Amy. Not that I dislike Doctor/Amy at all. I find them cute and enjoyable but the fact that Rory is just sitting there waiting for his life to start with Amy makes me frown upon Doctor/Amy to an extent. You can't have your cake and eat it too, Amy. I was this way with Mickey/Doctor/Rose and it makes me even more partial towards Rory because they are engaged. Just break up with him if you want to travel through time with the Doctor.....okay?
-Still we don't really know what Amy ended up picking. Yes, she "chose" Rory in the end but we never saw the ending of her conversation with dream lord. And when she popped back into the village townie land she said, "what am I doing here?" But I guess the Doctor knows since he's dream lord? Or?
-THAT MOMENT WHEN RORY DIED IN THE DREAM WORLD? OH GOD. MATT SMITH'S FACE. HIS FACE. HE COULDN'T TOUCH HER. I LEGIT SHED A TEAR. AND KAREN...."WHAT ARE YOU GOOD FOR THEN?" SHE JUST SAT THERE SO QUIETLY WITH THIS FACE OF NUMBNESS. AND MATT'S FACE. AND OMG. THAT WAS FUCKING SO GOOD.
-Also I feel like Matt has finally come into his own as the Doctor. Yes, this might be an unpopular opinion and one that I haven't spoken about in fandom land because I dig Matt. Lol. But for a while there I felt like he was trying to replicate David Tennant in so many ways. I kept giving him the benefit of the doubt because hell this role is HUGE to take on because of its history and meaning to Matt himself. Also because of how big Tennant was as the Doctor. But? It still bugged me. Yet, I've seen GREAAAAAAAAAT IMPROVEMENT over the past 2-3 episodes. I felt he was AMAZZZZING in the premiere but then...his perfomance somewhat lost me for a bit there. I think they film episodes out of "time" sequence sometimes, don't they? Maybe that's it. He's not so manic and jumpy now - things that of course the Doctor himself possesses but things that were so Tennant like in Matt's perfomance for me. I mean I felt this HUGE difference between Nine and Ten, and it's taken me awhile to feel that with David and Matt. Not to say that Matt ever like SUCKED or anything like that. NOT AT ALL. But...I just can't put my finger on that emotion of "meh" I felt for a bit there. IDK IDK. YET I AM FEELING IT NOW. AND I HEART IT LIKE MAD.
-Poor Doctor. He hates himself that much subconsciously. Needs some paxil. Love you, Doctor.
Okay, I've heard some stuff about Aidan coming back because he runs into Carrie in like Morocco or where the hell ever. That is all cool. But supposedly they maybe have a fling because Carrie is ~bored~ of Big or whatever. THAT IS NOT COOL. OMG. YOU IDIOT WRITERS. CARRIE RIPPED OUT HIS HEART. HE MOVED ON. HE HAD A LITTLE FAT BABY. PLEASE DON'T DRAG HIM BACK INTO CARRIE LAND. ZZZZZZZ. LAME. STUPID. BORING. And I am a Carrie/Big shipper. Always have been. SO OMG IT WOULD BE EXTRA EVEN MORE LAME LAMERRRLAMMERR IF THEY MESS UP CARRIE/BIG FOR SOME STUPID CHEAP SHOT TO FRAK UP AIDAN OR WHAT THE HELL EVER.
ETA: LOST ENDS NEXT WEEKEND. WHHHHHHHY?!?! *JEARS FOR LIFE* I NEED TO MAKE LIKE A POLAR BEAR CAKE OR LIKE READ MICE AND MEN OR LIKE HATE MY PARENTS. *CRIES