Nov 09, 2008 22:30
Whatever happened yesterday. I am being consumed and the changes are happening so fast. I am drawing those who seek to my portal and I have a new safe place in the halo of one strong enough to ground the transmission node and gateway guardian. I know that soon if everyone does not begin the shift, I will be assigned a new mission. I think home no longer exists in any physical reality. The tension and dread on running through the streets in the lit-up early morning hours has passed.
I will return to my dream for my true self because now there is my true muse and a catalyst and comfort and the freedom and means to do so. It begins in sound. I am beginning to build the dream now.
Everything before in this life as so far as love has gone or went is a fraction of what is becoming now. I don't understand. I will just continue with the compulsion to create this mythos and to enjoy a growing shared creativity. I see time means nothing in this being. Waiting builds the intensity and intimacy of our transmitted love.
Ken was sleeping while I was driving back to Jacksonville. By the time I got here I was vibrating from the energy being directed from me. It's strange how music and driving will do that to me, but I had extra help yesterday, or so it would seem.
MUST sleep.