Ok time for claire to winge just a LITTLE BIT more
Yea well this entry will contain mostly no original thought, just simple, and what i would enjoy calling CLASSIC, modes of complaining and being an over all wingy-pants. I HAVE A FUCKING EXAM TOMORROW FOR WHICH I AM IN NO WAY PREPARED. Basically i am expected to know the history and archaeological findings of about 3 thousand years. Yup. Hopefully, and basically my passing relys on this, they ask general questions to which our own specific knowledge can be asigned. Otherwise im screwed, because i plan on studying 3 very specific areas which will probably not be relevent at all. Oh well, i think i worked out that even if i get 0 for the exam, i can still pass.....if i pass the exam i will be sweet, but im scared...because i really dont know if i will............
Fuck. i cant wait for it to be finished. i cant believe no one in my class asked what the exam will be based on, or even how its set up, really. All i know is that its 3 essays in 3 hours...3 hours! eep! im scared guys..............................
Im begining to think im not cut out for uni.... its not stimulating and im not enjoying it really..... it scares me. And im fucking scared that next year might be the biggest change i have ever had to go through. What the hell am i going to do? today i went to change my classes for next sememster, but realised im basically fucked because i dont want to continue with any of these subjects, but if i do completely new ones, i wont be able to do second year subjects because i wont have forfilled any of my pre-requesites. Im really scared... so i basically HAVE to do archaeology next semester. I have put myself into a stale mate. I might actually HAVE to change my degree if i dont want to continue with anything next semester. this stresses me out because i dont know what ill do, and i wont have my parents here to calm my nerves(which i dont think you guys have even seen the extream of)
This exam is the only one which i have been stressed about doing bad in, but not stressed enough to make me really study that hard. I always under-estimate the amount of time it takes to learn a whole course. IM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT. I wish i didnt associate how well i do in exams with how compitent i am as a person. Maybe i should switch to fine arts or design...i think i would enjoy interior design or even landscape design, but im scared that i wont be good enough for it. I know i can get excited about it and at least i wont ahve to do freaking exams. My mind is slowly leaning towards that more practical side of things....
I was really excited about my parents moving at first, based on the obvious advantages of how much freedom i will have.... but i really am scared that it will be the most lonely time ever...i already feel so isloated from people during uni times, and i can only imagine what it will be like when i dont even have my family to come home too...i really do need to be around people, or at elast know they are in close proximity to me.......anyway i have procrastinated to much already, ill see you guys soon, hopefully :)
love ya
Fuck. i cant wait for it to be finished. i cant believe no one in my class asked what the exam will be based on, or even how its set up, really. All i know is that its 3 essays in 3 hours...3 hours! eep! im scared guys..............................
Im begining to think im not cut out for uni.... its not stimulating and im not enjoying it really..... it scares me. And im fucking scared that next year might be the biggest change i have ever had to go through. What the hell am i going to do? today i went to change my classes for next sememster, but realised im basically fucked because i dont want to continue with any of these subjects, but if i do completely new ones, i wont be able to do second year subjects because i wont have forfilled any of my pre-requesites. Im really scared... so i basically HAVE to do archaeology next semester. I have put myself into a stale mate. I might actually HAVE to change my degree if i dont want to continue with anything next semester. this stresses me out because i dont know what ill do, and i wont have my parents here to calm my nerves(which i dont think you guys have even seen the extream of)
This exam is the only one which i have been stressed about doing bad in, but not stressed enough to make me really study that hard. I always under-estimate the amount of time it takes to learn a whole course. IM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT. I wish i didnt associate how well i do in exams with how compitent i am as a person. Maybe i should switch to fine arts or design...i think i would enjoy interior design or even landscape design, but im scared that i wont be good enough for it. I know i can get excited about it and at least i wont ahve to do freaking exams. My mind is slowly leaning towards that more practical side of things....
I was really excited about my parents moving at first, based on the obvious advantages of how much freedom i will have.... but i really am scared that it will be the most lonely time ever...i already feel so isloated from people during uni times, and i can only imagine what it will be like when i dont even have my family to come home too...i really do need to be around people, or at elast know they are in close proximity to me.......anyway i have procrastinated to much already, ill see you guys soon, hopefully :)
love ya