every day is a faded sign..
oookay i am ill. and it seems that i have backed out again. this time on a haunted house. i really dont do it on purpose i swear. bah. letttts see. i've been relatively busy. large amount of swimming. major events in the past two weeks: homecoming game.. no i did not go. me and alex went and watched peter pan avec bec and dyllon. it was lovely. couplea swim meets.. still no qualifying damnme. okay i dont remember the past two weeks.. we'll do this weekend. yesterday morning was the SAT, again. erm it went alright. i got to see jeff sadowski which is joy. then me and jen created our own feast by binging on homemade nachos and a gallon of moose tracks ice cream. i can feel the fat. anyway. then i went home and sat aroud for awhile. watched the alamo with mi padre. dont recommend it. thennn laura got dropped off here and we went to kronys? with alex and kevin. weird. eventually we ended up at this bizarre man named damien's home. it smelled. and was tres random but surprisingly fun. and today- i have refused to do anything. i didnt shower until about.. 17 minutes ago (lets not forget that its 730 at night) and ive watched about 6.5 movies. loveit. i'm sick of stressing out. i really am. it just isnt worth it anymore. which is why today i bought myself "stress free lotion" from wegmans and slathered myself with it. its wonderful. which is odd. because it's just lotion. i need to buy about a billion birthday presents. im behind. october is an annoying month. i've never liked it. the whole.. lets scare the crap out of the small and impressionable children is not a thrill for me. in reality, i get terrified. the whole halloween spirit creeps me out. im not sure why this matters. but thinking about haunted houses and how much i really wish to avoid them at all costs is going to be tough. ill probably end up going to one and having nightmares for about 3 weeks. deathh. math league on thursday. im jumping around. maybe its the meds. thats it.. im going to bed. <3