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Wow...okay, so I really just needed a space to write something down. I have journal journals, but somehow, writting something out by hand isn't my style. It's not how I roll. I know I haven't posted here in a while and I said I was going to do most facebook stuff, but a guy can dabble a little. Right?
Its really hard watching everyone grow up around me. Everyone is getting engaged. Everyone is getting married. Everyone has plans and ambitions about their own lives. It seems, however I am moving backwards. I'm not really growing as a human. Like, I'm still learning... Yet not growing. Its really rough and i know what will fix it: work hard at school, transfer to a 4 year college and get a job right after that with film. The biggest problem is that I just want to do it now. I know everything I'd want to know for my profession. "just be patient" I tell myself... But I'm not.
I just don't wanna
Its really hard watching everyone grow up around me. Everyone is getting engaged. Everyone is getting married. Everyone has plans and ambitions about their own lives. It seems, however I am moving backwards. I'm not really growing as a human. Like, I'm still learning... Yet not growing. Its really rough and i know what will fix it: work hard at school, transfer to a 4 year college and get a job right after that with film. The biggest problem is that I just want to do it now. I know everything I'd want to know for my profession. "just be patient" I tell myself... But I'm not.
I just don't wanna