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Apr 19, 2004 16:07

So I've been talking about staying in NYC this summer for awhile now. I really didn't think is was going to happen since I have a hard enough time bringing myself to walk across campus to pick up a check, much less arrange a move from DC to NYC. But then everything just seemed to fall into place and all of a sudden I have a room I can sublet in Brooklyn with a super-nice friend of Lindsay's and so I actually will be living in NYC this summer! It's pretty unbelievable. I mean, I've been enamored with New York probably since I was six. I would always say that if I could go anywhere in the world, I would want to go to NYC. And I'm sure that had something to do with my inability to think big, but still, here I am now, on the verge of spending 4 months there. That should be plenty of time to shatter my delusion that New York is the greatest place on earth plus give me some realistic idea of what exactly I plan to get myself into in the future. And who could pass up such an opportunity? It makes perfect sense and no sense all at once. I kinda like that.

Classes end on Thursday and my last final is May 3rd. So two weeks from today, I will officially end my business with Howard. It's strange to think about. The two years I've spent here seemed to have gone by so fast. In retrospect anyway. And before I know it, this whole college thing will be over and I'll have to really grow up. I get this overwhelming sense of doom when I think about that. It makes me want to find Neverland. But not in a creepy Michael Jackson sort of way. I just think it would be nice if we could all never worry and frolic for the rest of our lives.

Anyway, I have a test to study for.
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