"We're on page 503."
Lennon and I went to Chicago for a couple days. It was pretty awesome.
i feel sick. i feel scared to talk to my own friends or something, and it's probably because i have been spending all my time with one person. i've seen it happen before and never wanted it to happen to me, but it feels like it has. i just...really want to see everyone. i desperately need a night with my friends. i miss you all more than you know, and i just feel awful that i let myself slip away from you all. and after all this, the logical idea seems like it would be just to call you. but i'm scared. i'm sorry. i'll try to get over it. i miss you.
alienation
i hope everyone had a great new years eve.
i feel sick. i feel scared to talk to my own friends or something, and it's probably because i have been spending all my time with one person. i've seen it happen before and never wanted it to happen to me, but it feels like it has. i just...really want to see everyone. i desperately need a night with my friends. i miss you all more than you know, and i just feel awful that i let myself slip away from you all. and after all this, the logical idea seems like it would be just to call you. but i'm scared. i'm sorry. i'll try to get over it. i miss you.
alienation
i hope everyone had a great new years eve.