Apr 04, 2008 06:46
i wish...ugh. no i dont.
im so over everything at the moment its sickening.
im always sick. my body aches. i have so much to do.
blah blah blah. complain complain complain.
thats all i ever do.
maybe if i do the opposite i'll get something from this.
take time out to appreciate everything i do have.
recognize that i have so much to be thankful for.
understand that through it all, there are people that love me unconditionally.
its hard to focus on those things though, when all the negative makes u feel like curling up in a little ball and hiding from the world.
so im at the point where all the negative is becoming too much to handle and attempting to concentrate on the positive is becoming more and more difficult.
and all this is just me complaining again in a trying-to-sound-like-its-not sort of way.
im done.