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Apr 25, 2005 16:21

I wish I had the life of my cat.. nothing to worry about but when my next feeding will be, and hoping nobody steps on me or my tail.. None of this stress and strain of school, being the best (thanks for instilling that I need to be into my head mommy dearest, it's helped me a lot when I'm not.) of needing to get everything done, because time, my dear, is running out. None of this sleep, clothing, car, school, pay attention, fight the headache, hunger, car, home, clean, work, don't be lazy, fight the need to crash and sleep, finally get to sleep, and do it ALL over again.

It's seriously beginning to get to me. I feel like one day I'm just going to explode due to lack of sleep + stress. When I do, it's not going to be pretty. Probably kind of gross, so you might want to stand a few feet back.

Have you ever read one of those "Is your kid burning themselves out?" articles? You know, the ones saying they're barely home, always tired, busy busy busy?
I'm beginning to feel like that.
Between school, work, sleep, eating, being the good person I'm supposed to be, tennis (thankfully that is over), dance, the other job I have on Sundays, NHS, German, and these AP classes, and the only thing that really makes everything seem better... Somethings gotta go. I hope that something doesn't end up being me.

And hey, whaddya know.. It's off to work I go.

John.. dont forget your candy, even though I know you will. ;-)
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