san francisco, here i come.
Love ridden, I’ve looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I’ve wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over
So I can’t tonight, baby
No, not ‘baby’ anymore - if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
My hand won’t hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I’m giving up on you
No, not ‘baby’ anymore - if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
No, not ‘baby’ anymore - if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
im distancing myself again. last night i went home kind of early, walked through the door to my bedroom, didnt turn on the lights. turned up fiona really loud and cuddled with a pillow who probably wanted me to leave it alone, like everyone else that i squeeze too tight. and i felt the best that ive felt since monday (except for tuesday night) and it was still absolutely terrible.
maybe god created me for the simple purpose of painting passion everywhere.
maybe he forgot that i need to be loved, too.
something went wrong. i am not love-able.
i am just lonely.
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I’ve wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over
So I can’t tonight, baby
No, not ‘baby’ anymore - if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
My hand won’t hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I’m giving up on you
No, not ‘baby’ anymore - if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
No, not ‘baby’ anymore - if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
im distancing myself again. last night i went home kind of early, walked through the door to my bedroom, didnt turn on the lights. turned up fiona really loud and cuddled with a pillow who probably wanted me to leave it alone, like everyone else that i squeeze too tight. and i felt the best that ive felt since monday (except for tuesday night) and it was still absolutely terrible.
maybe god created me for the simple purpose of painting passion everywhere.
maybe he forgot that i need to be loved, too.
something went wrong. i am not love-able.
i am just lonely.