teaching
I feel like half of my life is complete. teaching fills me in a way none of my previous jobs ever have. I love working where im working.
BUT I am struggling. I miss everyone I have had next to me for the last few years. I am heart sick for my best friends. I have leaned on my friends through out the year in the same ways most people lean on SOs. I can't begin to belive that one of my best friends is moving probably out of Texas. It sucks. I thought I would have her around for two years. I don't know why. I think it's that whole denial thing... Anyway.. I miss my catwoman.... and my snowcone too.. and my housemate. I feel torn between my love for my job and my complete lack of a social life. I want to move my school up to the Dallas area and get to see the people I love again.
To top that off my parents are gone now to.. In two weeks they will be back. Until then... I am by my lonesome.
I think college may be the best times in our life because we can develop those close friendships with people we care about while getting to feel like we are starting to grow up. We create our tribe. I would give up my job I think so that I could have my tribe back.
Time to plan
BUT I am struggling. I miss everyone I have had next to me for the last few years. I am heart sick for my best friends. I have leaned on my friends through out the year in the same ways most people lean on SOs. I can't begin to belive that one of my best friends is moving probably out of Texas. It sucks. I thought I would have her around for two years. I don't know why. I think it's that whole denial thing... Anyway.. I miss my catwoman.... and my snowcone too.. and my housemate. I feel torn between my love for my job and my complete lack of a social life. I want to move my school up to the Dallas area and get to see the people I love again.
To top that off my parents are gone now to.. In two weeks they will be back. Until then... I am by my lonesome.
I think college may be the best times in our life because we can develop those close friendships with people we care about while getting to feel like we are starting to grow up. We create our tribe. I would give up my job I think so that I could have my tribe back.
Time to plan