this journal is cursed and therefore this is my last entry

Sep 24, 2004 09:57

somethign something...

what happened? )

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espresoadiction September 24 2004, 17:36:25 UTC
NO!!!

you dont need someone to shake him into wanting you. You need someone to shake you into some sense of reality. THis guy is a douchebag if you ask me. And even if hes not and I am overly misjudging him, he is not right for you right now. Things are not working. NO man should ever make you feel this way about yourself.

Im going to go into detail more later. If that was your last post, I hope to God its because you are too busy to post or something else. But NEVER let a guy bring you down as this one is. Delete his phone number, block his email, and give it time. Im sure if anything you can be friends down the road. But for now, you need to get him out of your life and move on from it.

Ill be back later, I have class.

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bare_my_soul September 24 2004, 21:05:46 UTC
no see that's just the thing. *poof* joshua's gone. it's not quite that simple. that's what he's doing to me.
i am fine with myself. i love myself. theres lots of things i hate about myself but in the end there's only so much you can do.. you have to love yourself otherwise.. you know. i know theres lots of things wrong with me, and they have nothing to do with joshua. he's a total sweetheart <3 i hope you dont steal him away from me too. i am so selfish.

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espresoadiction September 24 2004, 22:08:42 UTC
i would never go after his ass. sorry, but no matter how much feel toward him now, you may eventually see things from my outside unbiased opinion. and don't let him "do this to you". Do it for yourself.

:-) And I like hearing from you, so no need to delete this thing on his account.

Im glad you know what you are talking about logically. Sometimes emotions get in the way and we cant control the way we feel about something, even though our brains are flashing red lights.:-)

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bare_my_soul September 24 2004, 22:12:52 UTC
no i have to stop with the lj.. it's seriously bad luck. or just cursed or soemthing. :( i think i may have aimed you? what's your sn?
although honestly lol you're prob just being nice cuz i've been so crazy.

sigh

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love_struck143 September 25 2004, 06:40:48 UTC
Hey cutie. Wow, you sure write a lot. =] I'm a bit lazy right now to read this entry, but I'll make sure to read the next. =X
You've also just recently added me -- I'm guessing just randomly, but I'd just like to give you a quick hello, and see how things are going. I will add you back as well. =]
Thanks for dropping by my journal. I love my new friends.
Ciao for now.

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bare_my_soul September 26 2004, 16:41:54 UTC
oh this was long and ranting i know, but i'm actually not gonna keep a journal anymore :S it's jinxed. but i'll be reading others from time to time.. so yeah

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kunbumu October 16 2004, 08:31:53 UTC
Tis' SamBob aka Cumbum.

Add my new screename, poo-lease :D!

//sambob\\

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bare_my_soul October 17 2004, 19:15:09 UTC
it is done! :D

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kunbumu October 17 2004, 20:40:04 UTC
YAY!

//sambob\\

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englishloser November 18 2004, 20:16:47 UTC

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stillimage February 12 2005, 19:46:39 UTC
I've defriended you from my LJ please defriend me from yours.

Do not take this personally.

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