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Sep 05, 2012 11:22

Was planning on chatting about a fun trip this past weekend, but I'm not feeling up to it today.

I'm really missing my family today.  Like, break down crying when I saw a commercial about breast cancer, and spontaneously out of nowhere.  I wish I was home to support my Mom.  A dream I had the night before last about my Dad (who died in 2006 from cancer) is probably what set this all off.  Not having talked to Mom for a while is probably also not helping.  I keep getting thrown off by the time difference, and now that she's doing her radiation in the city, we're having a heck of a time connecting.

Ugh, not a good day.  Was planning on dropping off a resume at a company I'm interested in applying with (wrote a kick-ass cover letter yesterday for it too), but I'm spontaneously getting emotional.  Going to go down tomorrow instead, which will still be alright.  Maybe I'll get another cover letter written up today so that I can hit up two places tomorrow to make up for it.

Next post will be happier.  Just needed to get this off my chest.  It's my journal and I'll whine if I want to.  :D

family, dad

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