Fuckity-fuck-fuck-fuck!
I swear to God I am tired of relatiionships, I truly am. In the last year I have had two relationships with both ending up in jack and shit. Jack.. and. SHIT! What the fuck have I done to God, Yahweh, Tecumsah, Woden, or any other major deity that has put this perpetual curse on me?
Let's get the first part off: No matter what I try, I have to be true to myself and that truism is that I desperately want someone to love me. Sadly for me, there doesn't appear to be enough there worth to love. I know it shouldn't matter if others do not see it, but it's really like being the only one with the secet to save the world: it doesn't matter if you are the only ones to know it.
I wish I had the ability to share the beauty that I feel in my soul, but I don't. I am just a regular guy with nothing special except what he;s looking for in a woman.
Let's get the first part off: No matter what I try, I have to be true to myself and that truism is that I desperately want someone to love me. Sadly for me, there doesn't appear to be enough there worth to love. I know it shouldn't matter if others do not see it, but it's really like being the only one with the secet to save the world: it doesn't matter if you are the only ones to know it.
I wish I had the ability to share the beauty that I feel in my soul, but I don't. I am just a regular guy with nothing special except what he;s looking for in a woman.