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gosh im so upset. i just have a lot on my mind. i am trying to figure out what is wrong with me. why cant i keep a boyfriend when i get one? why dont guys that i like like me? why do i have to like guys that have girlfriends? why cant i find a guy who likes me for me, and not someone im not? there are so many guys out there, and i seem to be looking in the damn wrong place. does anyone even read this journal? prolly not. does anyone even care about me? i just feel like im not good enough or pretty enough to date. why dont i have a best friend? i mean, i have no idea what happened to lindsay and i. we hardly ever talk. am i mean or somethin? i feel like i am losing my friendship with everyone. all my "friends" has someone else that they are closer to. i wish i went to another school. i want to start over with new friends. i need a change. goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh