rainbows and happiness.

[barbiezeviltwin]

the past few days have been
suprisingly calm.
well.. actually they've
been fun, too. i just keep
running out of gas nonstop.
still looking for a job.
so i'm going to wild wings
tomorrow. i've been wearing
christopher's hat for the last
two days, too. it looks good on meh. ;-)

i don't know what it is... but i'm happy again. 
i've found some peace inside of me.
it's like i poked a whole in that
one emotion of porcelain-like calm
and it's poured out ever since.
i like it.

i love myself. i'm happy with the decisions i've made.
and i know i'll never regret my recent past.
that's something i haven't been able
to say since i was 12.

i feel that i will live long. happy. and i'll find exactly what i'm looking for.

maybe i already have. :-)