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[barbiezeviltwin]

Today's going to be okay.
Today's going to be decent.
I'll feel okay. I'll listen in class.
I won't let things distract me
like they usually do.
I know I'll be okay today.
I can't feel it instinctively
but I'm going to make this
day be a good one.

I see my mother this
weekend. It should be
interesting. Hailey and
I both wanted to have a
slumber party with my mom
but she's not staying in her
own apartment while Red's
in jail. I guess she's the
same way I am. Hates to
be alone.

I can go for days not
speaking to or seeing
anybody. But weeks?
nope. just not my
character. I need 
conversation or pleasant
company from time-to-time.

so today... is going to be okay.

it just has to be.