Jul 20, 2005 14:46
AHHHHHH ! im going to flip out!!!
I absolutely hate this off and on shit. It confuses me and I hate being upset!!
I just wish you would realize how good you have it!
So life has been weird lately I guess. Quit my job at Tasteful Creations because of a few reasons. And now I got offered a job at Sweet Sensations.. I go in tomorrow to talk to them aobut it. But if Rite Aid wants me, I will definitely choose that one instead because im sure they will pay more.
REC isnt as fun this year. The kids are very evil and they dont like to listen. And Brenda just gives me a huge headache everyday..haha She is so paranoid about everything. The only fun part is counselors having fun together..hah especially Erica. She makes my day!
Been having with friends more.. I like that. Im getting sadder by the day though because I know they are all leaving me next month. Im the only one staying home and that bothers me a lot. I dont want to be completely alone and im afraid that will happen.
Jed and I are doing good for the most part. We have a lot of ups and downs, I hate that part.. but I guess thats a relationship. I want him to realize he has a great, beautiful girlfriend that loves him a lot and does soo much for him. He has it really good. I love him though, more then anything. And I really believe in us and that we are okay. Cant over react everytime hes just a stupid guy..hah
Well I am beat from the Sea Dogs today.. it was incredibly hot and the kids didnt like to listen to me. I got as mean as I could and I yelled but that doesnt do it I guess. Anyways.. Have a good night. I hope I do too