Stupid Movies
I am watching the Academy Awards for the first time since the year I graduated, and I remember exactly why I don't watch them anymore.
I suddenly have this huge urge that I have to find a production job in Syracuse.
My heart aches over this. I keep talking about going back to school, when there's the part of me that wants to give my current degree a friggen chance.
But I'm afraid it's been too long, afraid I forgot too much...afraid I don't have the guts to do it. These kind of jobs don't just land in your lap...you have to go find them. That's why I gave up on it in the first place.
I'm really unsure as to what to do.
Going to chalk it off to being tired and think about it later.
I want to have fun with my job again. I can't remember being as happy as I was working on sets.
Photography is a close second though.
Damn I just need to figure out what the hell to do with my future.
I suddenly have this huge urge that I have to find a production job in Syracuse.
My heart aches over this. I keep talking about going back to school, when there's the part of me that wants to give my current degree a friggen chance.
But I'm afraid it's been too long, afraid I forgot too much...afraid I don't have the guts to do it. These kind of jobs don't just land in your lap...you have to go find them. That's why I gave up on it in the first place.
I'm really unsure as to what to do.
Going to chalk it off to being tired and think about it later.
I want to have fun with my job again. I can't remember being as happy as I was working on sets.
Photography is a close second though.
Damn I just need to figure out what the hell to do with my future.