it used to be me

[barbiehell]

ALL HE NEEDS IS EVERYONE I'VE BEEN
AND ALL SHE NEEDS IS EVERYWHERE I'VE SEEN
ALL THEY NEED
ANYTHING I'VE TOUCHED
AND ALL YOU NEED IS EVERYTHING I'VE LOVED
EVERYTHING I'VE HEARD EVERYTHING I'VE LEARNED
EVERYTHING I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING I'VE HELD
EVERYTHING I'VE FELT EVERYTHING I'VE LOST
EVERYTHING I'VE CRIED
UNTIL MY WHOLE HEAD SHRIEKS WITH GRINDING MY TEETH
STRUGGLING TO FIND A SINGLE WORD I CAN KEEP
ANY KIND OF TRUTH
ANY KIND OF HOPE
OH JUST ANY KIND OF WORD THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME CHOKE

BUT I KEEP SAYING I WILL AND I WON'T
I KEEP SAYING I DO AND I DON'T
I KEEP SAYING I FEEL
BUT THERE IS NOTHING TO FEEL
JUST A STRANGE KIND OF NOTHING WHERE IT USED TO BE ME...
IT USED TO BE ME

the cure ........