Mar 29, 2005 02:44
Today was alright I guess. School started up again today--blah..I really need to get my grades back up, I kind of feel like...I don't know..sometimes I feel as if I want to go to Iowa for the wrong reasons..I really do want to go but I guess I'm just realizing that it seems as if I want to go for the wrong thing. I hope I get in eventually though. Im so nervous about the whole friends thing though...hmmm...anyways..it was gorgeous outside today. Too bad I had to work tonight..icky! It's crazy when you find out that your friends from High School are married and pregnant (Beth) OR that they have a 6 month old baby (Kristal) yeeeah...don't know what to say about that one..she's engaged too..even though these 2 are only 19 and have had relationship problems in the past...oh well..if they are in love and happy then the more power to them. Im happy for her. Its weird that almost all my friends are still w/the guys they were with in H.S. Cassi and I want to hit up the beach more this year..im going to go to the real one though! FLORIDA! YAY!! My dad says he's taking my brother and i to florida...hopefully he'll stick to his word this time..Its sad that I can't get my hopes up when it comes to my dad and planning trips... hmm.. i am running out of things to say. OH! I almost got in a car crash the other day with a stupid deer..rrr...i totally saw it comming tho..so i stopped my car WAY before anything could have happened..it just like casually walked on across the street. This weather today made me remember when i worked at Pacsun..i miss that job..sometimes..i don't think id like it nemore tho..bc ppl have changed a lot... i LOVED my old staff... they were the best! Thru the Drivethru still rocks my world! ;) Some of ya know what Im talking about... :) Blah..well im going to bed...accidentally slep thru my classes today..ooops!not good! ttyl kiddos!
Jenny (*