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wow.
i feel great.
no debt, heaps of new shoes (thats 35 now- not counting non leather and slip ons, sneakers, cons and steel capped work boots, slippers and household scuffs and all the other misc crap you end up with when you cant bear to part- like shitty formal heels and the first pair of growd up shoes you got when you were in primary school and whatever else). a fucking unreal job. an unreal boyfriend (fiance-woot). (its sick i know, but the love is the bestest thing on the planet- better than italian leather high heel knee high boots that dont have to 'fit' because ive lost even more weight and boots just fit me like a normal person now :)and yes, they are black, and yes, kid leather is better than anything else, and yes, handmade boots rock this world)
but renee left on the weekend. i feel a bit lost. i can't believe shes gone for good.
and then there is uni.
ugh.
what am i going to do?
i am so over being a uni student. i just want to work at this job full time (i would be so loaded!) so it isn't just lee saving for our deposit.
and i want mum to quit bugging me about lee and i (she wants babies "oh sam, when are you going to make me a grandma? i would be such a good grandma, and i love babies' (shes nuts). lee wants em too- i want none of it -yet. give me time- i want a house for them to sleep in first- babies in a sahre house would suck big time :)
(but i did see the worls cutest cowboy boots for little babies - they were so cute and little :)
ok ok, back to uni.
i feel great.
no debt, heaps of new shoes (thats 35 now- not counting non leather and slip ons, sneakers, cons and steel capped work boots, slippers and household scuffs and all the other misc crap you end up with when you cant bear to part- like shitty formal heels and the first pair of growd up shoes you got when you were in primary school and whatever else). a fucking unreal job. an unreal boyfriend (fiance-woot). (its sick i know, but the love is the bestest thing on the planet- better than italian leather high heel knee high boots that dont have to 'fit' because ive lost even more weight and boots just fit me like a normal person now :)and yes, they are black, and yes, kid leather is better than anything else, and yes, handmade boots rock this world)
but renee left on the weekend. i feel a bit lost. i can't believe shes gone for good.
and then there is uni.
ugh.
what am i going to do?
i am so over being a uni student. i just want to work at this job full time (i would be so loaded!) so it isn't just lee saving for our deposit.
and i want mum to quit bugging me about lee and i (she wants babies "oh sam, when are you going to make me a grandma? i would be such a good grandma, and i love babies' (shes nuts). lee wants em too- i want none of it -yet. give me time- i want a house for them to sleep in first- babies in a sahre house would suck big time :)
(but i did see the worls cutest cowboy boots for little babies - they were so cute and little :)
ok ok, back to uni.