FUCK YOU
dear PAUL
aka.deutsch bag
aka.ex-boyfriend:
im broken, you took my heart, and smashed it into a million pieces. I thought that i could go on pretending like it didnt hurt, but it did & still does. I cant listen to songs that we used to listen to without crying and i cant watch movies that we used to cuddle up to. I cant believe that you have moved on like i was never n e thing to you. It hurts me to watch you walk right past and have HER! I sometimes wish that i never said those things to you in the car. But you lied about everything, EVERYTHING. I know that you didnt want to hurt me, but it did. I know that ive lied to you only to protect you but this was different. I cant believe that you played me like you did. You make it sound like its all my fault too. I dont think that thats fair. Do you not get what you did. Do you not understand that it killed me. I dont go a day thinking about you, thinking about how i wish things were different, how i wish that you didnt do what you did. But you did, and ill never ever ever be able to forgive you. I will never be able to be friends with you again. I no longer want a relationship with you. I want to go on pretending like i never knew you, pretending that i never loved you. I think that its easier to hate you, then to forgive you. And im sorry but this time i will take the easy way out, because forgiveness isnt an option. Im gunna move on & im gunna find an amazing guy that wouldnt even think about doing what you did to me. & i will smile knowing that hes mine! But i do thankyou, for letting me spot someone that is kniving, disloyal, &cold hearted, someone that only cares about himself. Ive become stronger and i have a better head on my sholders. But dont be so cocky to think that its all because of you. I dont think someone like you should be rewarded for what youve done. I HATE YOU, with all of my heart. & Yes i will be happier without you, & i thank god everyday that you arnt in my life any more!
peaceout!
aka.deutsch bag
aka.ex-boyfriend:
im broken, you took my heart, and smashed it into a million pieces. I thought that i could go on pretending like it didnt hurt, but it did & still does. I cant listen to songs that we used to listen to without crying and i cant watch movies that we used to cuddle up to. I cant believe that you have moved on like i was never n e thing to you. It hurts me to watch you walk right past and have HER! I sometimes wish that i never said those things to you in the car. But you lied about everything, EVERYTHING. I know that you didnt want to hurt me, but it did. I know that ive lied to you only to protect you but this was different. I cant believe that you played me like you did. You make it sound like its all my fault too. I dont think that thats fair. Do you not get what you did. Do you not understand that it killed me. I dont go a day thinking about you, thinking about how i wish things were different, how i wish that you didnt do what you did. But you did, and ill never ever ever be able to forgive you. I will never be able to be friends with you again. I no longer want a relationship with you. I want to go on pretending like i never knew you, pretending that i never loved you. I think that its easier to hate you, then to forgive you. And im sorry but this time i will take the easy way out, because forgiveness isnt an option. Im gunna move on & im gunna find an amazing guy that wouldnt even think about doing what you did to me. & i will smile knowing that hes mine! But i do thankyou, for letting me spot someone that is kniving, disloyal, &cold hearted, someone that only cares about himself. Ive become stronger and i have a better head on my sholders. But dont be so cocky to think that its all because of you. I dont think someone like you should be rewarded for what youve done. I HATE YOU, with all of my heart. & Yes i will be happier without you, & i thank god everyday that you arnt in my life any more!
peaceout!