It's so weird
I am so happy yet so sad and trapped at the same time...
I got kicked out, but now Im home and Im still smiling.
I really, really care about Nate. The way I feel about him is so real and indescribable, i know I dont even have to say anything and everyone knows how I feel. The way I adore him is obvious. The problem is, Im scaring myself because I think im becoming way too dependent on him for my happiness. Things at home have been rough and my best friend is just another thorn in my bed of roses. So I look to Nate for help. I dont want to make him feel like I depend on him, but I do need him. He makes me happy...but it scares me because he shouldnt be the only thing right now keeping me sane. Ugh im so confused.
-cries-
I got kicked out, but now Im home and Im still smiling.
I really, really care about Nate. The way I feel about him is so real and indescribable, i know I dont even have to say anything and everyone knows how I feel. The way I adore him is obvious. The problem is, Im scaring myself because I think im becoming way too dependent on him for my happiness. Things at home have been rough and my best friend is just another thorn in my bed of roses. So I look to Nate for help. I dont want to make him feel like I depend on him, but I do need him. He makes me happy...but it scares me because he shouldnt be the only thing right now keeping me sane. Ugh im so confused.
-cries-