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[barbiebeam]

yea chillin with monte right now i jus got dont watchen somthing on lewis and clark...it was about after they got back and the things u never hear about in history class...like how Lewis suffered from depression, a common thing these days, and depression is comonly followed up with drinking...but the end of the show was a real killer and had me thinking. he was going to washington DC to defend his name before he left he wrote a will. Lewis tryed commiting suicide on a boat on the mississippi. They put him under a watch program and then he was released. After being released he wrote a suicide note saying how he thought clark would come and save him...he died that night from a bullet shot from the gun in his own hand...it had me thinkin about the things u look for when u think of somone as a good friend and hard it is to live up to things cause a good friend could be everything...Clark was all lewis had when he came back from the explorations of the louisiana purchase, that and the dreadfull bottle... cause as the get up kids say
the bottles bite back
your tolerance wrong
your good intentions count for little anymore...