your tears are breaking me
After much consideration, I have decided to stay here for the time being. Time changes many things, and I hope, with time, it may change my heart to put forth some effort into this community I started less than a year ago. Funny, that tangertea lasted only about a year as well, however, for different reasons than this. Tangertea was the start of something magical. Barbieaters was the continuation of something beautiful, and a way of expressing change: a change forward. Now, birdtotes is my main focus. This change is different because it does not provide a shelter for what tangertea and barbieater does. In many ways, this is sad to say, but in many other ways (some I consider much more important), it is a good thing. I will not be ignorant and ignore the fact that my time with barbieaters is waning, and is becoming more and more stagnate. Sometimes I wonder if I will even have the courage to remove myself completely from barbieaters, but that does not mean I will not someday, abandon its shelter. This seems all too mushy, but my way of writing gets the best of me. Always dramatic. However, I better express myself through emotion, than I do with anything else.
I will leave with the fact that I apologize barbieaters only seems to be filled with words now, instead of graphics. However, I feel I must support the new member, and be there when I am needed. Therefore, this moderator will not abandon her throne, although she is starting to discover her time of reign is coming to a close. Be safe, my friends. And may today you be filled with many blessings as you go throughout your day. For me, this is not just about graphics, this is about discovering something. And I would be lying if I said that I did not find something worth staying for in barbieaters. You may not be my home anymore, but you will always be apart of my shelter.
I will leave with the fact that I apologize barbieaters only seems to be filled with words now, instead of graphics. However, I feel I must support the new member, and be there when I am needed. Therefore, this moderator will not abandon her throne, although she is starting to discover her time of reign is coming to a close. Be safe, my friends. And may today you be filled with many blessings as you go throughout your day. For me, this is not just about graphics, this is about discovering something. And I would be lying if I said that I did not find something worth staying for in barbieaters. You may not be my home anymore, but you will always be apart of my shelter.