Feb 27, 2007 09:28
I'm really fucking silly. I psych myself out (no pun intended) for everything!! If I could have just chilled out to begin with, I would never have wasted so much time being anxious over a problem that had potential to be solved. So, basically, it all comes down to the cliche, I am my own worst enemy. But I wonder why I do this to myself again and again? I'm quite the masochist.
The GOOD NEWS is that I go home March 16 and I NEVER COME BACK, minus the never coming back. No, let's be fair, the good news is that I am studying abroad in England next year and it's my first time to Europe and I am going to work my ass off this summer so I can travel travel travel. It is so fucking surreal and I think back to my past year or so and think how lucky I have been to do so much traveling. HA and I just realized my travels have gotten increasingly better: Ocean City, MA --> Jamaica --> Israel --> England. So surreal :)
Although what would be ~*~*~IDEAL~*~*~ is if Caitlin finds herself upon a large sum of money before mid-April, and COMES WITH ME.
Other good news? I'm taking Intro to Cognitive Neuroscience next term...it's very laughable because I can't even get above a B+ in courses for my major, yet I am taking this CRAP. :)