lay across my big brass bed.

[barbie_suicide]

a brief summary of my fall:

intensely, comfort zone breaking, social situations
small boosts of academic self esteem
neediness, clingyness, hypersensitivity
delusional, hamster wheels observing
bad smells + yummy food
white walls and momentary awakening
vodka
memorization and excruciating absorbed info
flashbacks of failing hunter grades
love making, adventure, the warmest blankets
the sweet sounds of bob dylan while i reach conclusions
dredlocks, dirty clothes, fantastic handmade earrings
active attempts to make it better
rethinking feminism, inhaling politics again
increasing late night appetite
preparing for parenthood
sleeping.