Oct 15, 2008 20:19
Title: The Epic of Edmund
Pairing: Edmund/Peter
Rating: PG
Summary: Edmund goes through personal issues of self-worth while Peter watches. And Waits...
Author's Note: GAH! I've spent forever on it and am now satisfied (kinda)!
School's started and I've done too many papers to count, which had put me of writing for a while. But now, here ya go! There are 7 verses, each can be read on their own or as a story.
Part 1: Feelings, Unexpressed.
There are so many things I would love to write.
So many feelings,
So much anger and lose...
Yet I cannot.
There seems to be a barrier between my mind and my hand
So matter how hard I push,
I am refused the sanctuary I desire.
I need.
Part 2: Hopes, Unfulfilled.
I act so mature and tough,
Yet when life gets hard,
I crumble and cling to my youth
As an excuse
Like a climber on a cliff.
I act like an adult
But I am everything but.
In this rough and tumble world,
I am limp.
You make me forget
(for a moment),
But it always comes back.
Part 3: Myself, Unloved.
Colors swirling,
Mind wirling,
I am in a corner,
Cyring into a rag
I found in the gutter.
No one seems to notice.
The Others,
They just laugh...
Except you.
Part 4: The Outcasts, Unknown
Sometimes I feel like an Infant,
Other times,
I feel older than the earth
I tread on.
People push me,
Unforgiving.
Unnoticing.
I cannot speak to anyone...
But you.
Part 5: Love, Unfelt.
I am waiting for love
What is it like to have
Someone know everything about you
Someone who smiles when they see you
And cry when they leave you.
Someone whose arms are your salvation
And their eyes are
The Hope you cling to,
Saving you from the abyss.
Part 6: You, Waiting.
I fear it will never happen to me.
I may die alone,
Grasping my own hands,
Desperate to not feel so
Alone.
And yet, here you are.
You love me,
You are waiting for me to see the light.
I fear I am blind.
pairing: peter/edmund