"Your Little Games that Mess With My Mind" Peter/Caspian
Title: Your Little Games that Mess With My Mind
Pairing: Peter/Caspian
Rating: PG
Summary: Peter explains to Caspian why he needs to go home and why he is tired of Caspian's mental games.
Author's Note: I actually wrote most of this a while back (a couple of weeks lol) and I decided I really needed to finish and post this so HERE IT IS!
All this fickle stuff
That surrounds me:
I mean, it is pretty
And something
I have always wanted
But this life...
I am happy just where I am
Sure, I'll have dreams of
That place that was seemingly
Meant for me
Where everything is exactly
How I wished it could be
But I am needed here,
My family needs me
Father just came home and
Mother is still trying to adapt to
Everyday Life
(So am I)
Even though my love is over there,
In the place that was destined to be my home
This may sound like a cutter's remark,
But such exquisite pain,
Such beauty that causes so much agony:
It makes you feel so alive.
Everything around you is so much clearer,
You hear things and
See things and
Feel things you've never even dreamed
Of feeling before.
I am content and
I have no time for your little games
That mess with my mind.