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today started out like any other i came to school went over to hang out w/ david drew and avi . evrything was good but david seemed withdrawn and i could tell . i ignored it thinking it would go away .. boy was i totally off on that one . the bell rang for 1st hour and ashley had a test she didnt study for so we had this awsome idea to have breakfast in the bathroom n hang out instead of going to class. man that was fun ! so then we went and got late passes and we went to secound hour. secound hour i had to got to a sga meeting so i was only in there for 5 min. and then after secound hour was over i was back to mi regular routine walk w/ david to 3rd hour intercepted by jill n walk her to her class and the go to 3rd an sit n do nothing b/c thats what we do in that class .. nothing . david wasnt very talkative n i figured id give him his space he hadnt been feeling well recently so i hung out w/ richie and mark for the most part and then we went to lunch ash n i still werent hungry b/c of breakfast lol so we jus went n sat down then it was time for 4th hour and david walked me to the usual spot and i said goodbye. 4thhour drifted by wsnt fun normally id skip that class insted of 1st but my mom found out n made me promise not to skipp that hour so i did promise (not to skipthat hour). then at the end of the day david droveme home n i went to bed ... around 5:30 i woke up and ate dinner did a few thing around the house n then i called david. i asked him waht was wrong with him .... it was all down hill form there it started w/ he dosent want to get attached and it was never suposed to get so serious and how its unfair to me because he is such a crapy b/f and he flirts with girls and he can tell it upsets me and that hes been wanting to talk about this for a while but he thinks we should not date any more ... i didnt know what to say i was totally well .. hurt we talked about it for a while and theres alot of things i sympathise with but it dosent change what has happened and im not mad at him .. and i dont hate him ... im just ... disappointed . just when i thought i had something good going i was totally wrong and im mad at myself for letting my guard down
-tommorow is going to suck