Apr 01, 2005 10:17
hey ppl! i am so sick of my life! i mean this past month of march sucked ass i mean major!!! I wish none of this shit never happend!!!!! i really do like dustin no offense to you RT i still love you but i never really got over him!!!! All i really want now is just some time to think! my problems are so bad right now! i hate my life and all the things that happen in it! i really love all my friends i never ment for any of this to ever happen! shit like this seems to allways happen to me! I still am the slut that you all think that i am1 so dont worry i dont think that i will ever change i mean you kno being a slut means that you never fucked anyone or blown any one and being a slut even means no hand jobs! so yeah i am a huge slut!!!!! PPL the only thing i seem to do allot is make out w/ ppl! so dont fucking call me a slut if you dont know who or what the fuck i am! I allways thought that 8th grade would be a happy year i mean with the boston trip and all it should of been great i guess that i was wrong! I have learnd that Life is a rooller coaster its not good to try and jump out you will die. so just hold on and go with it! but it helps to scream allong the way! well bye! i love you all!