for you

[barbie_g]

the lips
the hair
the eyes
falling away
never to be seen
i lye here broken
alone,
my stomach seems to churn
i feel no hate
no anger
yet i feel,
deception
hurt
lonely
but that is what i am
without you,
this is a world war me
staring in the mirror
forced to look at the world
through these eyes
seeing everything yet,
nothing.
the world is blank,
blank as a sheet of paper
colorless, and empty.
in the cold they show
my reminders,
memories stricken
shedding tears.
i cannot breath
i cannot eat
i cannot sleep
what am i to do?
without you.
i will falter