I would give Anything to be his Everything
i am so crazy about him that i dont care about the distance, his smile can make my heart trip over itselff multiple times, the way that he says my name drives me crazy, i would stay up all night just to hear his voice even if he isnt saying anything, to hear him sleep makes me get those butterflys, all the things he ever said to me is like a cd in my heaad that never skips. Every time he says i love you it makes me wanna just fly to no where lands, i wish i could be his everything like hes mine. When i am not talking to him i feel so lost and dont know what to do with myself if i didnt have him i think i would die. He shows me who i am even without him ever realy being here. I wanna be with him forever and more then forevers never end just because of the little things he does. Everytime he says that i am amazing i fight back just to hear him say it some more because i know it isnt true. If i was amazing i would make him allways be okay and he would never be lonley, i would make sure that he had everything he ever needed and i would be right there by his side making sure that everything was perfect. I would rather hear him yawn then talk to him online for hours because i know for just that one minute only we shared that. I know that i must sound stupid because he doesnt live close or because i have never been with him or because i am saying all this about one guy, but hes not just one guy. Hes THE guy. I may be the other woman in his life but you know what i am ok with thath because atleast i am in his life, i may not be able to give him everything btu i can give him the one thing that i do have a little left of and that is my love, Sometimes i wish that he could just see for one second what i see in him everyday. He is this Amazing boy who is allways nice to everyone, he voices his opinion without ever trying to hurt anyone else, he can make me laugh when all i wanna do is cry his words can bring even the hardest people comfort at the worst times, his smile can make even the most stuborn person smile back, his voice could be the melody of the world if he would just take one single second to see who he realy is and how much that he means to me then maybe one day he will come to love who he is. It makes me so upset when he says mean things about himself because it sounds like hes calling me stupid, cus i am the one who loves him and he doesnt know that i would do n/e thing for him, sometimes the things he says makes me so mad that i just wanna punch him for not realizing how amazing and wonderful and beautiful he realy is! He is the only person i could say that i wouldnt mind him saying that he was better then everone else, but he would never say that even if he knew that he realy was.. you wanna know why? Cause hes just not mean like that. I could never express to you in words why i love him and even if i could i wouldnt cause if i did you would want him as much as i do.