ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so it is 3:15AM and I am awake because my body decided to throw a fit. I just went through like 20 tissues (not kidding either). I really feel like shit and it is all of a sudden too. I was fine when I went to bed. I mean I do have allergies but this is worse. i just took 2 nasal sprays because I know that helps and some sudofed. I know that will keep me up but I don't care...not like I can't take a nap or anything. This is really bad timing since I have to perform on Saturday. What am I supposed to do? stuff tissue up my skirt? This is all weird though because earlier today I was coughing and wheezing and I had to take my inhaler and that didn't help my chest or breathing for a while but then eventually I was ok. Towards the time I went to bed though I was feeling gross and now my chest hurts again but I am not wheezy. My mom told me earlier that the last time this happened to me I had to be put on machines and steroids because I had a serious asthma attack or I may be getting bronchitis or pneumonia. great. just great. Only at the time when my life is super busy with shit do I come down with something like this! UGH!!!! Ok I am going to go try and sleep now. fuck.