reasons for being so tired.
I think I know why I am so tired, but can never sleep at night..
I'm anxious and nervous as hell. About Germany. I'm scared because it'll be only the second time I have ever been out of the country and I will utterly alone speaking a language I fowl up all the time. Damn, I'm getting jittery just typing here. I'm also scared that this apartment thing is gonna blow up in my face. But there is so much saying that it won't. Rawr
I'm also getting caught up in the past. Realizing that Jenn took some of my food, and that nice water bottle I found. I gotta remember that I at least got my wicked one. I keep wishing I would have just punched her in her face. The satisfaction would have been nice, till it took away my chance to go to Germany. *sigh*
I hope a week swimming in the green lake will distract me
I'm anxious and nervous as hell. About Germany. I'm scared because it'll be only the second time I have ever been out of the country and I will utterly alone speaking a language I fowl up all the time. Damn, I'm getting jittery just typing here. I'm also scared that this apartment thing is gonna blow up in my face. But there is so much saying that it won't. Rawr
I'm also getting caught up in the past. Realizing that Jenn took some of my food, and that nice water bottle I found. I gotta remember that I at least got my wicked one. I keep wishing I would have just punched her in her face. The satisfaction would have been nice, till it took away my chance to go to Germany. *sigh*
I hope a week swimming in the green lake will distract me