i can't believe i'm talking about writing fic.
lewis levander orwell is one of my favorite characters ever, and lewis/jo is one of my top OTPs, but i keep plotting out the meanest stories for them. there's the one i already posted, the one i am currently writing, the sequel to the one i am currently writing, and the one i am trying to scare up a plot for. all i have for that one is how lewis is sad and bitter and will never get the girl.
i mean, i know i'm a fan of UST, and i know jo is in a relationship that i cannot figure out how to break up without fucking up the timeline (except in the one i'm looking for a plot for. lewis has info that he thinks will break them up, but he can't bring himself to do that to her. he'd rather be alone and emo), but this is getting kind of extreme. i love angst, but i used to read a TON of fluff to balance it out! but i have no fluff. so crazy.
(also, i'm kind of enjoying writing again. WEIRD. especially since only getaway_machine is really gonna read it all. usually that's good motivation for me not to bother writing it out!)
on an unrelated note, i'm reading PLEASE DON'T KILL ME: an oral history of punk rock. i love failboat boys in bands more than is healthy.
i mean, i know i'm a fan of UST, and i know jo is in a relationship that i cannot figure out how to break up without fucking up the timeline (except in the one i'm looking for a plot for. lewis has info that he thinks will break them up, but he can't bring himself to do that to her. he'd rather be alone and emo), but this is getting kind of extreme. i love angst, but i used to read a TON of fluff to balance it out! but i have no fluff. so crazy.
(also, i'm kind of enjoying writing again. WEIRD. especially since only getaway_machine is really gonna read it all. usually that's good motivation for me not to bother writing it out!)
on an unrelated note, i'm reading PLEASE DON'T KILL ME: an oral history of punk rock. i love failboat boys in bands more than is healthy.