May 03, 2007 18:20
So, last night I attended what was probably my last Stockton party, as in ever. I thought I'd be a lot sadder leaving campus for the last time, but I wasn't. It'll always be a part of me, so I'm okay with leaving it behind.
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In other news, the party was pretty much perfect. Ben couldn't make it, but he was the only member of the crew not there, and we had fun anyway. We watched Mean Girls twice ("Why are we watching Mean Girls?" "Because we're having a party?") and actually just recited pretty much the whole thing. And we continued to rehash our Semester Sans Sheena, and we talked about our Ich Lieberdich (that is probably spelt wrong) party, and discussed penises for a while. But mostly we talked and talked and talked. We have pretty much all grown up so much in the past year, and we've spent a lot of it away from each other, so it was good to come together one last time and see where we all were.
And we saw Joey and he didn't even aknowledge us, which hurts less every time it happens, so there's that.
I crashed at Sheena's, cos her roommates have already moved out. The two of us finally called it a night around 4am and crawled into our beds and lay in the dark for a minute before she said "This is how this past year should have been." Which is half-true, but I have honestly been so much happier since dropping out that I refuse to regret that decision, even with everything it may have cost me.
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My brother's going back to Tech on Tuesday. I can honestly say I have no idea when I will see him again, which makes me sad.
(Can you tell that we've hit the two month mark?)
life: oranges are better than tomatos,
life: stockton