everything you want in life is worth making an effort for.
"words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup. they slither while they slip away across the universe." i hate the fact that this has to be my outlet. one of the very few places that i feel at ease to upload my thoughts and feelings not giving a damn what you think about what im saying, ranting, writing, yelling, venting, or whispering about.
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soul-search # 280572638410207470429
i have never felt this down in a long time. its the kind of down that feels like friends cant fix, and being a lone sucks but you prefer it over all else. it's the kind of down where you want to be nowhere in two places. ive never literally let a dream go until today. and it hurt. pretty bad.i actually drove away watching a dream dissipate from my rear view mirror.
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i took a nap that i feel was necessary. and it did do me some good.
"you were there in my dreams, and now i can't wait to sleep."
the way ive been going about things hasnt been the best. and i know because i point it out, and the only other person in the world that i share this talk with tells it to me straight. and you are right. my biggest regret would be to sacrifice what could be just to avoid possible awkwardness. im tired of rolling over for four letter words, giving in and hiding because of their meanings and symbolisms.
you are worth the time, and it hurts that ive been wasting it.
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for the record. 14 jager shots in an 1 1/2.
suuuckittt! i love it.
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soul-search # 280572638410207470429
i have never felt this down in a long time. its the kind of down that feels like friends cant fix, and being a lone sucks but you prefer it over all else. it's the kind of down where you want to be nowhere in two places. ive never literally let a dream go until today. and it hurt. pretty bad.i actually drove away watching a dream dissipate from my rear view mirror.
...................................................
i took a nap that i feel was necessary. and it did do me some good.
"you were there in my dreams, and now i can't wait to sleep."
the way ive been going about things hasnt been the best. and i know because i point it out, and the only other person in the world that i share this talk with tells it to me straight. and you are right. my biggest regret would be to sacrifice what could be just to avoid possible awkwardness. im tired of rolling over for four letter words, giving in and hiding because of their meanings and symbolisms.
you are worth the time, and it hurts that ive been wasting it.
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for the record. 14 jager shots in an 1 1/2.
suuuckittt! i love it.