Come and rest your bones with me...
That last entry (and comments) was a nice contrast to the absolute SHIT I have felt like lately. I think some misunderstandings have been clearing up so hopefully whatever tension there has been might be resolved by tonight (break, day 1). It must-- there will be only about... 5 people living in Clet alone, we're bound to bump into one another ;)
I missed ballet cuz Gary said "I looked pale" and got some work done. Got my computer in the mail-- upgraded with removable hardrive, muahaha. Stole GardenState from Kevin the freshie ("I think of you--NO!!!"), and am trying to keep myself busy in this lonely... quiet room.
I have an hour to kill until my last two classes. tick tick...
Mom's in Texas havin' a gran' ol' time. Dad's got the place to himself, the dogs and his golf clubs. Nicole left this morning in a whirlwind.
I cancelled myspace. that was one bandwagon I couldn't catch on to, sorry.
"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone. You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this right of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place."
le sigh.
I missed ballet cuz Gary said "I looked pale" and got some work done. Got my computer in the mail-- upgraded with removable hardrive, muahaha. Stole GardenState from Kevin the freshie ("I think of you--NO!!!"), and am trying to keep myself busy in this lonely... quiet room.
I have an hour to kill until my last two classes. tick tick...
Mom's in Texas havin' a gran' ol' time. Dad's got the place to himself, the dogs and his golf clubs. Nicole left this morning in a whirlwind.
I cancelled myspace. that was one bandwagon I couldn't catch on to, sorry.
"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone. You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this right of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place."
le sigh.