TIME OUT
Although it's 316 AM Thursday morning, I am struck with the urge to disrupt my philosophy paper writing to update.
Life is crazy, hectic, and sure as hell keeps me on my toes. Literally if we're talking about ballet. Nicole and I are getting better at laughing things off and letting stress roll off our backs, tho sometimes with me it'll roll down my cheeks. I felt like a complete basketcase the other night in the dining hall when I broke down crying after hearing they were out of italian wedding soup. I was crying so much I started laughing at myself and the rediculiousness of it all.
We're worried about living arrangements next year. Well okay, I am. If you really wanna hear in detail you can ask, but i'm not gonna share the honest to god truth with the world, and i dont wanna jinx anything either. *kermit the frog scream*
@#$%^*% Operaworks--
Seriously, a week before i'm headed out for texas they call me to say they've cancelled all auditions in dallas. what the hell is that all about??! we've made flight and hotel reservations and organized things with my family and bruce's coach friend and aggggggrrhh. So I'm now staying in BUF (sucks) for winter break to audition for artpark and going to NY to do operaworks on the 23rd. Flight, audition, fly back. Oiy.
Got fitted for Coop's show. Hmmm a little worried... Thank god i catch on fast. And things are going well for Steph so i'm happy for her. the mafia guy couldn't fix the computer so we're trying one last thing (removing the harddrive and saving the files and then reloading everything) so i hope that works...
Miss home. I need time to breathe.
Life is crazy, hectic, and sure as hell keeps me on my toes. Literally if we're talking about ballet. Nicole and I are getting better at laughing things off and letting stress roll off our backs, tho sometimes with me it'll roll down my cheeks. I felt like a complete basketcase the other night in the dining hall when I broke down crying after hearing they were out of italian wedding soup. I was crying so much I started laughing at myself and the rediculiousness of it all.
We're worried about living arrangements next year. Well okay, I am. If you really wanna hear in detail you can ask, but i'm not gonna share the honest to god truth with the world, and i dont wanna jinx anything either. *kermit the frog scream*
@#$%^*% Operaworks--
Seriously, a week before i'm headed out for texas they call me to say they've cancelled all auditions in dallas. what the hell is that all about??! we've made flight and hotel reservations and organized things with my family and bruce's coach friend and aggggggrrhh. So I'm now staying in BUF (sucks) for winter break to audition for artpark and going to NY to do operaworks on the 23rd. Flight, audition, fly back. Oiy.
Got fitted for Coop's show. Hmmm a little worried... Thank god i catch on fast. And things are going well for Steph so i'm happy for her. the mafia guy couldn't fix the computer so we're trying one last thing (removing the harddrive and saving the files and then reloading everything) so i hope that works...
Miss home. I need time to breathe.