Merry Christmas

[barbaraisbetter]

I feel like I have been robbed of my last Christmas for a long time with my family. My mom, for the second year in a row, had to work on Christmas. And my mom works up north for two weeks at a time, so it's not just opening presents later in the day. I didn't get the things I want, which sounds spoiled, but I wouldn't care if I didn't get any presents. My mom got me clothes to work out in, but if she would have asked I would have told her I like working out in a t-shirt and my sweats. We had our Christmas almost a week early and as soon as we opened presents, my dad went out in the shop to talk on the phone, my sister scampered back to her computer and everyone was just in a bad mood. I just wanted a happy Christmas with everyone wanting to spend time together.

Oh, and I have purple hair. :) I feel like a fox. Whenever I think about dyeing my hair I freak out because I'm afraid of ruining my hair but lately I've been really calm about it and I tell myself that I'll always have red hair ready to grow out.

I wish I would have gone to the movies alone with Joel. I feel like I didn't spend any time with him.