haha who would have known the last entry would have been controversial... If you want an apology, you could just tell me, we'll work something out ... haha
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haha I'm glad you said you WERENT mad about that whole New Years thing anymore.
I cant imagine why hanging out with Kameron is so offensive.
I didnt have sex with chase
You knew I was so happy to see you guys, I must have hugged you a million times.. the "uh hey"... I was shocked.. you know it. Thats rediculous for you to even mention. And I said "i'm so glad you guys came" ... thats the same thing Jessie...
Its really great that everyone thinks they are so clever for saying that I just wanted attention. I'm really not going to address that, go ahead and give yourself a big pat on the back though. If I wanted attention then I wouldnt try to get it on my live journal.
You guys are rediculous... I've made mistakes, I know it... but thats no reason to shun me. But whatever Jessie, the point is.. I'm over it now. I didnt even write that with a bitter tone.. and how the hell do you even know I was talking to you? how many times did I apologize to you...? more than you can count, it would never be enough. haha but whats funny, I'm not the only person you know thats ever gotten drunk.. so why arent you on their case about it? why dont you decide they arent worth your time either?
I have picked up the phone plenty of times, and those phone calls were unanswered and unreturned. If I did so many things to offend you, why didnt you just tell me? You know I would have apologized right then , and you know it would have been heartfelt. But no one could just tell me how they felt, they all just stopped talking to me, as if that would accomplish anything.
I dont know, I dont not want to be friends with you... You are probably one of my favorite people ever but I dont even know what to say.
first of all let me just say that jessie and i were in absolute shock leaving the airport that night.- one because you definately did not thank us until later on that week for being there, and two, you looked at us like complete fucking idiots while we nearly pissed ourselves at the near sight of you. like jessie said, you have NO IDEA what it took us to get there, and i think its safe to say that we both left with a slight dissapointment in your ungreatfulness. it was totally obvious at that exact moment that you were not the same person we remembered.
second of all, no one ever fucking said that it was a problem for you to hang out with kameron.we all love kameron, and you were allowed to hang out with whoever you wanted while you were here. The point is, you found a way to be with him EVERY DAY while you were in this town, when you failed to give some people (who you claimed to really care about) so much as a "hi, nice to see you."
yeah, youre great at finding a way to talk yourself out of EVERYTHING, but we all saw you. we saw you treat your friends like crap. and you have the nerve to get on your journal, for everyone to see, and say that WE all turned out to be shitty friends.
man fuck that. you have no appreciation for anything anyone has done for you.
i think you got so used to the idea of everyone missing you so much, and blah blah blah, that you forgot to thank the people who really went out of their way to please you.
so dont sit here and tell jessie that shes wrong about anything she said. youre wrong.
how dare you say that ANYONE in this town was rude to you. we could have let you drown in your own throw up. fucking youre rediculous. youd be lucky if people even welcomed you back after saying such bullshit. and seriously. get over yourself. maybe no one wanted you back in the first place.
you have no idea how much reading these last entries have fucking pissed me off. wow
i dont need apologies because apologies only do so much,
i could care less about you getting drunk or doing whatever you did while you were here sara, you can get drunk all day, every day, for the rest of your life. it makes no difference to me. but i had to see how it hurt other people and i had to look at you passed out in the back of a car. i had to stress about what we were going to do with you. i had to worry about wether you were going to get appropriate medical treatment or not. sure, i know tons of people that get drunk. those people dont get drunk around me and if they did and they were irresponsible about it like you were then i would be just as angry at them. it pisses me off that you can get drunk enough to pass out and jsut expect people to wipe off your throw up and take care of you. but thats what friends are supposed to do right?
i still love you no matter what and i told you that. but theres really no point in even talking about this since youre across the country and you dont plan on coming back.
I cant imagine why hanging out with Kameron is so offensive.
I didnt have sex with chase
You knew I was so happy to see you guys, I must have hugged you a million times.. the "uh hey"... I was shocked.. you know it. Thats rediculous for you to even mention. And I said "i'm so glad you guys came" ... thats the same thing Jessie...
Its really great that everyone thinks they are so clever for saying that I just wanted attention. I'm really not going to address that, go ahead and give yourself a big pat on the back though. If I wanted attention then I wouldnt try to get it on my live journal.
You guys are rediculous... I've made mistakes, I know it... but thats no reason to shun me. But whatever Jessie, the point is.. I'm over it now. I didnt even write that with a bitter tone.. and how the hell do you even know I was talking to you? how many times did I apologize to you...? more than you can count, it would never be enough. haha but whats funny, I'm not the only person you know thats ever gotten drunk.. so why arent you on their case about it? why dont you decide they arent worth your time either?
I have picked up the phone plenty of times, and those phone calls were unanswered and unreturned. If I did so many things to offend you, why didnt you just tell me? You know I would have apologized right then , and you know it would have been heartfelt. But no one could just tell me how they felt, they all just stopped talking to me, as if that would accomplish anything.
I dont know, I dont not want to be friends with you... You are probably one of my favorite people ever but I dont even know what to say.
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second of all, no one ever fucking said that it was a problem for you to hang out with kameron.we all love kameron, and you were allowed to hang out with whoever you wanted while you were here. The point is, you found a way to be with him EVERY DAY while you were in this town, when you failed to give some people (who you claimed to really care about) so much as a "hi, nice to see you."
yeah, youre great at finding a way to talk yourself out of EVERYTHING, but we all saw you. we saw you treat your friends like crap. and you have the nerve to get on your journal, for everyone to see, and say that WE all turned out to be shitty friends.
man fuck that.
you have no appreciation for anything anyone has done for you.
i think you got so used to the idea of everyone missing you so much, and blah blah blah, that you forgot to thank the people who really went out of their way to please you.
so dont sit here and tell jessie that shes wrong about anything she said. youre wrong.
how dare you say that ANYONE in this town was rude to you. we could have let you drown in your own throw up. fucking youre rediculous. youd be lucky if people even welcomed you back after saying such bullshit. and seriously. get over yourself. maybe no one wanted you back in the first place.
you have no idea how much reading these last entries have fucking pissed me off. wow
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i could care less about you getting drunk or doing whatever you did while you were here sara, you can get drunk all day, every day, for the rest of your life. it makes no difference to me. but i had to see how it hurt other people and i had to look at you passed out in the back of a car. i had to stress about what we were going to do with you. i had to worry about wether you were going to get appropriate medical treatment or not.
sure, i know tons of people that get drunk. those people dont get drunk around me and if they did and they were irresponsible about it like you were then i would be just as angry at them. it pisses me off that you can get drunk enough to pass out and jsut expect people to wipe off your throw up and take care of you. but thats what friends are supposed to do right?
i still love you no matter what and i told you that. but theres really no point in even talking about this since youre across the country and you dont plan on coming back.
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