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[barasass]

A survey was taken and it showed that 90% of people go to sleep every night not having even the slightest clue as to how many people really do have a crush on them. I dont understand why people cant just come out and say "i think your fly". No one has the balls to just tell someone how they feel. I've been thinking about it for the last.. oh.. 4 minutes... and it kind of pisses me off. I'm half joking... but ah.. the more I think about it.. the more serious I am about it. I really hate how people cant tell you how they feel. When it comes right down to it, nothing bothers me more than when I cant tell how someone feels about me. It eats away at you. I'm no exception though, sometimes just giving someone a compliment is the hardest thing on earth.. much less saying that you care about them, or from another perspective.. that you are sexually attracted to them. Because that is definitely a more common situation. Ha, I think I just found my new years resolution. Next year, I am not going to hold anything back. However I do still have a good 3 weeks, so until then I suppose you'll never know just how I feel. I'm also going to develop some mind reading skills.. then I'll know every boy who has a crush on me ha or just wants me for my.. you know. NO i'm kidding... but I strongly suggest that everyone else make it their resolution too. It'd be hot if we all just confessed our undying love for each other.

Haha.. I'm in such an ill mood right now. And some of my eyelashes are sore. So I'm going to go. <3333