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Haven't been posting here since... centuries it seems. OMG! So much time passed.
Oh well... lots of things happened.
I'm just posting because I really don't have anything to do right now.
I'm at work and bored... XDDD
So... I've met a guy. Totally cute and sweet. And we actually do share some hobbies... I wanted to ask for his name and cell phone number... ^^;; OMG! Me asking for something like that!! XD What happened????
Oh well~
So we were talking and then suddenly I was thinking... What will happen if he's your boyfriend? Then you'd have to be careful about the things you want him to know about you... You' have to be so damn careful that he won't hate you. You'd have to be so careful that in the end you won't get hurt again.
In the end I didn't ask for his number... and he just left like that.
Why am I so scared? This is just so stupid!! >_< He might have been the love of my life, but I let him go because I was scared of being hurt... What an idiot I am... >_> Oh really~~
Well~~
Tomorrow I'll have to get up early and go see the vet... Again. I think this time my little baby will finally be put to sleep. I'm so sure she's actually suffering and I just can't bare to see her like that anymore. I just can't!! >_< Although she's still quite lively... But she's thin and lost energy. Sometimes she just seems so tired...
Then again it seems like she just wants to live so badly.
I seriously don't know what to do...
FANGIRL MODE ON~~
Also Supernatural hit its 7th season and they killed my favourite character right at the beginning... >_> I still love Supernatural but I so miss Castiel~~ He's been so much fun... XDDD
Like... when Dean was talking... and suddenly Cas appears behind Dean...
Dean: "Cas, get out of my ass!"
Cas: "I've never been in your ass." XDDD FANSERVICE!!!
Gotta love him~~ TOTALLY!!!
Oh~~ And the past 2 days I was reading two different Manga... XDDD AND! AND! OMG!!!! XDD
Suddenly... ARASHI!
In both manga.
In the first one someone said, that one girl is just like MatsuJun of Arashi~~ I was soooo YAY!!!! XDDD
And then I was reading the other one.............. I did not know how AWESOME the author is until that point.
Special chapter...the little Tengu-boy asks himself where the others are and turns on the TV.
The MC announces Ayakashi with their new song A.Ya.Ka.Shi.... OMG! And there the main characters are dancing with little Tengu-boy's brothers... singing A.Ya.Ka.Shi for dream~~
LIKE! WOW! I laughed so much! (in case you don't know: Arashi's debut song was A.Ra.Shi and the most well known line from it is - A.Ra.Shi for Dream~ with that dance pose they are doing~)............ XDDDD
FANGIRL MODE OFF~~
Oh well... lots of things happened.
I'm just posting because I really don't have anything to do right now.
I'm at work and bored... XDDD
So... I've met a guy. Totally cute and sweet. And we actually do share some hobbies... I wanted to ask for his name and cell phone number... ^^;; OMG! Me asking for something like that!! XD What happened????
Oh well~
So we were talking and then suddenly I was thinking... What will happen if he's your boyfriend? Then you'd have to be careful about the things you want him to know about you... You' have to be so damn careful that he won't hate you. You'd have to be so careful that in the end you won't get hurt again.
In the end I didn't ask for his number... and he just left like that.
Why am I so scared? This is just so stupid!! >_< He might have been the love of my life, but I let him go because I was scared of being hurt... What an idiot I am... >_> Oh really~~
Well~~
Tomorrow I'll have to get up early and go see the vet... Again. I think this time my little baby will finally be put to sleep. I'm so sure she's actually suffering and I just can't bare to see her like that anymore. I just can't!! >_< Although she's still quite lively... But she's thin and lost energy. Sometimes she just seems so tired...
Then again it seems like she just wants to live so badly.
I seriously don't know what to do...
FANGIRL MODE ON~~
Also Supernatural hit its 7th season and they killed my favourite character right at the beginning... >_> I still love Supernatural but I so miss Castiel~~ He's been so much fun... XDDD
Like... when Dean was talking... and suddenly Cas appears behind Dean...
Dean: "Cas, get out of my ass!"
Cas: "I've never been in your ass." XDDD FANSERVICE!!!
Gotta love him~~ TOTALLY!!!
Oh~~ And the past 2 days I was reading two different Manga... XDDD AND! AND! OMG!!!! XDD
Suddenly... ARASHI!
In both manga.
In the first one someone said, that one girl is just like MatsuJun of Arashi~~ I was soooo YAY!!!! XDDD
And then I was reading the other one.............. I did not know how AWESOME the author is until that point.
Special chapter...the little Tengu-boy asks himself where the others are and turns on the TV.
The MC announces Ayakashi with their new song A.Ya.Ka.Shi.... OMG! And there the main characters are dancing with little Tengu-boy's brothers... singing A.Ya.Ka.Shi for dream~~
LIKE! WOW! I laughed so much! (in case you don't know: Arashi's debut song was A.Ra.Shi and the most well known line from it is - A.Ra.Shi for Dream~ with that dance pose they are doing~)............ XDDDD
FANGIRL MODE OFF~~