So confused.
I hate being single. I HATE it. Thinking how everyone's probably spending time with their loved ones, and their friends. While I get to sit here and do nothing. Waiting for Ross to answer me, for him to figure himself out. He's probably out doing something. Not that I really, care much. Ok, so I do, but he said it wouldnt take him that long, and I'm wondering what he means by long. I'm not sure if this is going to work out, due to the fact that we might get back together before he goes into the military, and then he'd be off. Whats the point of getting a local boyfriend if he's just going to go off into the military and become a long distance boyfriend. But, I dont know. I'll miss him. Meanwhile, Andy gets back on my mind. Yet, another feeling I have to figure out what to do with. Seeing as Sam told me that Taryn heard that he was with Katie or something like that. Hn. I'd have to say that I am jealous. And I'd also have to say that she probably doesnt know him NEAR as well as I do. If he wasnt with her I'd try and get him back, but I'm not one to tear guys away from their girlfriends unless its for a damn good reason. And well, heh, I dont consider my personal gain a good reason. So, for this time I shall remain single. Oh how I loathe it. Confusion as to what I should do. I want to talk this over with both of them, but..gah. -=Sighs and rubs her head softly=-
~*~Bara~*~
~*~Bara~*~