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Days of the New self titled album is amazing. it came out like...11 years ago, and i completely forgot about it. my brother used to play this record all the time. so good.
why do i get these stupid crushes on women who are completely unavailable? especially the ones much older than me with kids and a psychotic ex-boyfriend? ugh. whatever.
i turn 21 in august. it probably won't feel any different. there's certainly nothing special about it. except now it's legal for me to partake in this hobby of mine i've had since the age of 13. and no, fuck gambling.
alcoholism is fun, kids.
anyway, i don't know what to do for my birthday. last year i had this ridiculously huge party, where i was the only person to bring beer, and everyone else drank it. i had two beers that night. i'm pretty sure i was the first person to leave too. and no one noticed. the funny thing is, i'm pretty sure if i didn't show up, know one would have noticed either. there were way too many people there. i didn't even know half of them. i'm not doing that again. maybe i'll have a few close friends over or something. or maybe i'll do nothing at all. either way, i'm sure i'll end up drunk.
why do i get these stupid crushes on women who are completely unavailable? especially the ones much older than me with kids and a psychotic ex-boyfriend? ugh. whatever.
i turn 21 in august. it probably won't feel any different. there's certainly nothing special about it. except now it's legal for me to partake in this hobby of mine i've had since the age of 13. and no, fuck gambling.
alcoholism is fun, kids.
anyway, i don't know what to do for my birthday. last year i had this ridiculously huge party, where i was the only person to bring beer, and everyone else drank it. i had two beers that night. i'm pretty sure i was the first person to leave too. and no one noticed. the funny thing is, i'm pretty sure if i didn't show up, know one would have noticed either. there were way too many people there. i didn't even know half of them. i'm not doing that again. maybe i'll have a few close friends over or something. or maybe i'll do nothing at all. either way, i'm sure i'll end up drunk.